Mostly write, sometimes dance and occasionally drink.
I don’t want this to be a very long post because too much has happened in the last few days to even put on a post but I’m making a few changes on a personal level. Changes I can’t even express with words but it’s a long time coming. The next change is that I won’t be posting much on here anymore. I’ve decided to focus on my fiction and this is no longer the appropriate platform to do so. I don’t even remember the last time I posted anything original on here. I’m currently working on my own website and will be up and running by next week. I do plan on sending the link to those I know will be interested in reading because I’ve met many on here who share a similar passion. I’ve spent a lot of countless years focusing on shit. I have so much to say and share with the world and I’m determined to finally put myself out there. Not only recent events snapped me into place but a stern letter from a publishing company I’ve been working with for the last year put things in perspective.
"You have a strong voice but you lack focus. We need to see more from you in the next few months."
And more they will see.@2 months ago with 8 notes
This year I’m not looking for love. This year I’m looking to make my dreams come true.@3 months ago with 5 notes
This past weekend was a weird one. Friday night ended in a way I expected it to. I was not feeling like myself and I got into another pointless argument with my ex. Drinking in such a confused state of mind will always end in more questions than answers. That’s a lesson for anyone reading this.
I spent most of Saturday afternoon talking to my best friend about how I’ve been feeling. She gave me some sage advice and said a few things I didn’t want to hear.
1. Cut off the ex immediately (done)
2. Stop thinking and go with the flow (working on it)
3. Trust you gut (getting there)
4. Stop letting the past define you (my biggest problem)
I ended up going out Saturday night with my best friend and her husband’s close group of friends. It was probably the best night I’ve had in a long time. There was no drama. No guys in my face and endless dancing with my best friend. I was so happy I went out. It made me realize that in spite of everything that’s happen, I like where I’m heading and I need to keep moving forward.
My ex is an ex for a reason. Him and I can’t be friends. It’s okay to be single. I’m having more fun getting to know myself again. I have Dominican Republic in June and hopefully Vegas in August.
I have shit to look forward to. I pray that this is the last pep talk I have to give myself.@3 months ago with 4 notes